A deposition on my own disposition. I'm usually one to bring a smile even if told to carry your weight and my weight for double a mile. Isn't that what Jesus instructed us to do? Yet lately I've been told that I'm "too serious" upon first view.And upon introspection and much reflection, I concur. I think I am more serious these days because I realize that we are living in the last days. Take a look around and see what the Bible has already said. "The beginning of sorrows" or literally birth pangs of dread!You see, I know when to lighten up, but I also know that now is not the time to loosen, but to tighten up! Souls are at stake, where so many are destined for a Christless eternity. Personally, how can the heart of me smile when I feel like I’m living in Gethsemane? Interestingly however, is how the word ‘Gethsemane’ means "oil press." I guess what I'm trying to say is, as I look around, I see and feel other people's stress.I know where I'm going when I die, do others? Presumptuous not at all! I'm just doing what the Bible says about making sure of my election and call.Anyway, I'll be more mindful of how my countenance may look. Trust me, it's not about being up tight, but rather trying to be the flint to help somebody else spark a light! I’m sorry I’m well aware of the frivolity of breath; this seriousness I possess is for those, who, without Christ will get swallowed by death.But I know HE knows. HE is in control regardless of what we were called to do or not do. I rest in that truth alone, which instantly lightens my mood. Don’t worry, the other side of this seriousness is an uncontained joyfulness. Besides, I’d rather be serious over delirious.